Sunday, August 13
experiential learning.. 11:41 pm

ok, all the while i am very amused by something:


why drivers hate to drive when they are alone.



i mean, i used to be so excited at the fact that someone would lend me their car for me to drive. or sometimes, i wished that i have a car so that i can drive home alone while listening to the nice songs played on class 95fm. sometimes, i wished that i can be driving home alone.



but today, i cancelled that out of my wish list.



had driving lessons and i am so amazed at myself that i can COMPLETELY space out while driving a manual car. a manual car, mind you. the car that needs one to change gear almost every bloody minute.



i thought changing gears will keep me awake.



but when u are stressed, tired and have pretty much things to think about, you inevitably space out.



i nearly crashed into a lorry and its funny how i knew the lorry was coming towards me and i didnt react. i tried to move off on the 3rd gear when the car was completely stopped at the road; i dint stop and take a look before turning into the main road and made a darn wide turn. thank God, there wasnt any car.



and worse of all, there wasn't many cars in Ubi today.



wads wrong with me?



now, i know why it is possible for people to fall asleep while driving. gosh. im not ready to drive.



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anyway. convocation is coming. VPH is starting. im freaking stressed. i feel extremely helpless and useless at this point.


  1. i feel that there is nothing much i can prepare for command post. i cant even prepare the command post file for convoc cos hardly anyone has their confirm list/plan.
  2. why is it so difficult to get people to charge the walkie talkies?? why can't people just give and take and help each other out? why must there be a clean cut line of responsibilities among people?
  3. if you wanna sponsor the event, then be the SPONSOR. dont offer to be the sponsor, raise the hopes of others, be wishy washy and make us wait. we have a deadline to meet here, ya?


i dont know why im feeling so stressed when things aren't moving. it feels horrible when sometimes, things aren't within your control.


or am i just not capable enough?
about her
    jayne, 21
    smu econs
    needs a reboot in her life.
    needs to eat and exercise more.
    waiting on Him


your shout outs

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her juke box
    just click the play button to listen

    Backstreet boys - how did i fall in love with you

    tribal jam - remind me

    justin timberlake - my love

    delta goodrem - be strong

    bethany joy lenz - let me fall

    sean paul - give it up (step up OST)

    neyo - so sick

    jojo - little too late

    corrine bailey rae - like a star





her friends