Tuesday, May 29
a night of me 11:10 pm

ended work like 6.30pm yesterday. im so sick of working now. haha embraced the ideal of just knocking off at the official knock of time cos seriously, work never ends.

left work with edmund and supposed to meet jasmine at robinsons to buy david's present. but as we were walking towards to robinsons, jas was telling me that she was intending to buy lingerie and wants my opinion. i laughed and turned to edmund and asked him whether he wanna join us.

edmund :" NO....siao. so paiseh lah"
me : " are you sure anot.. maybe u can give opinions.. u are a guy... more accurate"
edmund : " actually, guys prefer girls to wear nothing..."
me : *jaw dropped* " and i thought u were innocent and decent...."

ho ho ho. edmund, u are seriously dead. met him and jas for BK lunch at millenia walk today and he still had the cheek to say " so what did u guys buy yesterday? same old boring stuff???"

anyway, last night was quite a night for me. some of you would know im like 50% deaf on my left ear recently. for 2 months. it became real bad till the point that i cannot make up the words people are saying while on the phone. so after shopping, i went to see a doctor and he wanted me to go down A&E immediately cos i couldnt hear the tuning fork. he said i was suffering from sudden hearing loss.

er. that's really nice to know. at moments like this, i wud rather be completely deaf and not hear what he has just said. kidding, it was 9pm and i have not eaten dinner.

went back home, bathed and ate and went down to A&E alone at TTSH. had desperate housewives on channel 5 to entertain me. i took a look at the hospital. is that what im prepared to do. i see medical officers doing graveyard shifts. the long queues. the diverse A&E patients with all sorts of illness/injuries to attend to. thought about it real hard and long while waiting for my turn. when it is my turn to be an MO, this is gonna be what its like.

oh yeah. i would rather be doing that than sitting in a bank trying to make money and make myself miserable.

anyway, the MO couldnt pin point the reason why my left ear is blocked. possible infection but referred me to a specialist. sigh, whats wrong with me. im always getting this illness, that illness. dont get me wrong, im not indulging self-pity. just wondering whether my DNA is seriously made up of defective genes from my parents. oh well, just have to live with it.

meanwhile, enjoy this song called CANDLEBURNT by dishwalla. thanks david for introducing to me. it rox.



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    jayne, 21
    smu econs
    needs a reboot in her life.
    needs to eat and exercise more.
    waiting on Him


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