Sunday, February 4
we are best friends because.. 1:46 am

i love meiting.

No, you sick people. i love her as a friend. she's my best friend since secondary one and i wonder why, we are best friends even though we dont really like talk everyday and such. we talk on the phone like once a month, meet up like once every 2 to 3 months but yet friendship still remained strong. once in secondary 2, we kinda stopped talking to one another for a year plus. had a terrible misunderstanding ( probably on my part) but our so called "steads" ( yes, we were damn childish. co-ed sch, what to do...) were good friends, so they made us wait for them after their detentions every other day. so naturally, we were on talking terms again.

but most importantly, God has blessed our friendship alot. you wont believe this what a strange telepathy we have. like once last year, on the 1st day of world cup, we were supposed to be extremely excited. but i was crying so badly on my bed and she was too. then we called each other only to find out that we were both crying and feeling upset for the same reason, same time, only in different situations. only a few days ago, she called me and told me that she was going through a family "crisis" and i was too! we also found out that we were living quite screwed-up lives.

these may not mean anything to either one of you. but it has to me. its funny that how when u are in trouble, you tend to look for someone who is emotionally stronger (than yourself) to seek solace. But in my and her case, it was and is totally different. we, somehow or rather, go through the same shite at the same time and ironically, we are still able to support one another despite being emotionally weak.

i thank God for her. cos without her existence, her openess, and her friendship, i guess i am really in deep shite.

thanks ting for pulling me up this week. Cheers to you:)
about her
    jayne, 21
    smu econs
    needs a reboot in her life.
    needs to eat and exercise more.
    waiting on Him


your shout outs

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her juke box
    just click the play button to listen

    Backstreet boys - how did i fall in love with you

    tribal jam - remind me

    justin timberlake - my love

    delta goodrem - be strong

    bethany joy lenz - let me fall

    sean paul - give it up (step up OST)

    neyo - so sick

    jojo - little too late

    corrine bailey rae - like a star





her friends