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Friday, February 2
a different feeling
3:05 am today, i tried to start the day with a new feeling. aka, ignorance. stupid, but it worked for a while. tried to laugh, and of course, pretend nothing happened. but still, it got into me but nevertheless, not as bad as the past few days. kc was pretty nice today. met her while i was going down the escalator to the studio. she asked whether i wanted to eat at popeye's at the airport at night cos she would be sending her friend off. OF COURSE, IT IS POPEYES. so instinctively, i called the other 3 jas, david and fw along. but mr foo fang wei was too tired to drive so the others couldnt come along. so kc picked me up from braddell mrt and she ran to send her friend off once we reached the airport. so there i was, at the place i love being at. the airport. the airport gave me a sense of freedom. been there almost every week when i was a kid. love the feeling that whenever you feel constricted, there are other places you can go and run away. ok, maybe running away aint the solution; but at least when you return, you have a different perspective in settling problems. so while she was saying goodbye to her friend, i stood infront of the board of choices. 
that's the place i wanna go. the place that i hope my dreams would be realised. but then again, its a dream that will never come true. it is funny how that opportunity was given to me, then taken away, then given, and again taken away, and most recently, it was given again to me, but sadly, taken away yet another time. goodbye auckland. goodbye canada. hello reality.
just jayne 3:05 am
0 people in the crowd heard my words
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