Thursday, December 20
the countdown 4:06 am

i'm amused. this is my 200th post. and it is gonna be quite depressing.

im not depressed. i havent been depressed (psychologically speaking) for a long long while. i'm just sad that i am leaving in exactly a weeks time.

it is funny how humans behave. I was super excited when i got my exchange. super excited to go on exchange during my exam period. now im kinda dreading it. not that i hate the place, but im already homesick before leaving home.

i'll miss my parents, my family, my friends and jansen back in singapore. i'll miss new year and chinese new year and tuan yuan fan too. i'll miss my granny's cooking and being so comfortable in singapore. i'll miss my bed and my messy room. i'll miss cheap movie tickets and fish& co.

i know that i will get used to it but meanwhile, it is pulling my heart strings now.
maybe it is time to pack- it will make it go easier.

about her
    jayne, 21
    smu econs
    needs a reboot in her life.
    needs to eat and exercise more.
    waiting on Him

your shout outs

her juke box
    just click the play button to listen

    Backstreet boys - how did i fall in love with you

    tribal jam - remind me

    justin timberlake - my love

    delta goodrem - be strong

    bethany joy lenz - let me fall

    sean paul - give it up (step up OST)

    neyo - so sick

    jojo - little too late

    corrine bailey rae - like a star

her friends