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Sunday, December 10
frustrations.regression. mpw : revealed in reality 1:04 am
i have so many things to say. but im plain lazy.
i just got downgraded for EDA.. from B+ to a B... so much for adjusted grades. and i did not asked for a review.. what the...
just feeling blue, sick and not very hopeful. cos i got a flu, my grades sucks, everyone is overseas and i gotta produce something for campus tv by 1st week of jan. im actually pissed by the allocation of work cos one moment i was away from the discussion doing something urgent for prof rani, when i came back they just pushed the most pressing episode to me. I JUST WANT A BREAK BEFORE SEM 2 STARTS. issit so hard?
and why are my grades so disappointing? so disappointing after so much hardwork? SO MANY sleepless nights, studying, doing projects. why is it still so disappointing. i stopped reading textbooks and started practising this sem. but why???????? i put in more hard work then the A levels... much much more. all i want is to let mum and dad go for ONE dean's list ceremony, something they wanted. but why is it so difficult? why everyone is improving and i am slipping backwards? why some people are slacking yet achieving, and i am slogging and losing? im finding it hard to taking to my stride. too hard.
just jayne 1:04 am
0 people in the crowd heard my words
needs a reboot in her life.
needs to eat and exercise more.
waiting on Him
your shout outs
her juke box
Backstreet boys - how did i fall in love with you
tribal jam - remind me
justin timberlake - my love
delta goodrem - be strong
bethany joy lenz - let me fall
sean paul - give it up (step up OST)
neyo - so sick
jojo - little too late
corrine bailey rae - like a star